The last blog I wrote demonstrated how I was quickly unravelling. I had this absolutely massive, insurmountable fear that is too difficult to discuss in great detail. Running in tandem my mind had also found new themes about Brittni and it firmly spread it's roots. What should have been an unusual, perhaps uncomfortable thought about … Continue reading A Rough Year – Part 2
Category: My History
A Necessary Pause – Navigating Troubled Waters
I've been very absent from posting recently, and that's an understatement. My last blog was posted shy of 2 months ago and so I need to touch base with my audience. It would be easy for me to attribute the extended writing delay on work, and I wouldn't be wrong in doing so. Still, the … Continue reading A Necessary Pause – Navigating Troubled Waters
A Rough Year – Part 1
I've been doing a lot of fast forwarding through my history in recent blogs and there are reasons for this. Seldom did my obessions at different times last much longer than a few weeks or months and the anxiety I felt from many of these experiences were brief and manageable. I was also fortunate to … Continue reading A Rough Year – Part 1
Jobs, Nightclubs & ROCD
This blog and many of my future blogs will speak on my ROCD, which happens to be one of the most prevalent and pervasive recurring themes I have endured through 16 years of being with Brittni. It's followed me along like a ball and chain with every milestone, big and small. While the content of … Continue reading Jobs, Nightclubs & ROCD
New Relationship – New OCD Theme
Recently I've written alot about my distant past and memories I've had and never forgotten. While many of these OCD experiences I moved on from, a select few themes have essentially never left me - constantly evolving and changing as my age, mindset and priorities shift. I mentioned in my last blog that I need … Continue reading New Relationship – New OCD Theme
The calm before the Storm – Teen years.
This part of my OCD journey comes at a time where I am starting my transition from child to teenager. Life is changing, my mind and body are evolving and my priorities look different then from a few short years ago. Where I was once content playing in the backyard kicking balls and shooting nerf … Continue reading The calm before the Storm – Teen years.
The evolution of my OCD – Early Days.
I want to start this blog off by shouting out everyone that has shown me support and words of encouragement. I honestly didn't know what kind of reception I would receive when starting up a site dedicated to a mental health disorder. Frankly, I thought to myself this wouldn't garner any attention or it's not … Continue reading The evolution of my OCD – Early Days.
Starting at the beginning. My OCD.
In my last blog I discussed some of my family history and where I came from. In this blog I want to change gears slightly and speak about my first experiences with OCD and how that correlates to my family. Let me take you back to one fateful day in October of 1995. I was … Continue reading Starting at the beginning. My OCD.
Starting at the beginning. My Roots.
Hello and welcome to my blog. This is my first foray into the world of blogging and with it I hope to grow and become better at this in time. I work full-time as a driver in the chaotic industry of construction so it will be a challenge to post regularly. Before I begin detailing … Continue reading Starting at the beginning. My Roots.
See the world through My OCD Lens. 